This is kind of a manditory journal that I'd just like to use to say something. Everyone who has watched me for a while knows that I hardly ever post anything. That's because I never draw anything, but anyway that's not the point. My point is, that I see them drawing non stop, because it's what they love.

I don't understand how anyone could be excited about drawing/painting whatever. It's the last thing on my mind, and I hate how unmotivated I am to do anything about it. So, I've come to the conclusion that I just don't like creating art. Simple as!

THIS DOES NOT MEAN I'M LEAVING DA. Still gonna be here to check out everyone else's stuff! :3

It's just, here's what happened:

I always have to force myself to draw, and when people say 'Omg, I want to be an artist when I leave school/college whatever!! It's like my dream job <33' That just doesn't make sense to me. To have to sit and draw all day would be a method of torture to me.

I think that's one of the reasons why I set my commision prices so stupidly high - I don't really want to have to draw for anyone. I just need the money, OTL.

Don't get me wrong, I love art. Just...not creating it. Looking at it is awesome enough.


Sooo what I'm saying is, I probably won't be posting very much art in the future (*cough* JUST LIKE RIGHT NOW *cough*). If you're watching me, I don't mind if you decide to remove me from your list - it really makes no difference.

For the people that I have promised art trades/commisions pics/collab stuff whatever else - don't worry, I'll do those! (eventually X__x)

:3

And...for the 30 day drawing marathon that I was supposed to do, I'll still force myself to have a go at it! <3

After I've done everything on my list (I won't be adding any more stuff! DD: ) I'd like to finally stop drawing for good and focus on my school work/getting a good job etc.

Peace out!